Its been hard on us, i know that, and its all bcuz of me, u did nothing wrong, u were right abt everything, i was wrong, i hate myself for making you hate me, i really do, all im hoping now that u will be mine again, thats my wish for this chrismas, only you, i want us back like how we are before july, i want that back, and i promise that i will change everything back, from this day onwards, im gonna be a new me, no more flirting, no more hurting, no more playing a fool out of u, i had enough, i don’t know why i can’t leave u, all of my ex’s i happily moved on, but i just cant do that with u, maybe im too in love with u, and ure the FIRST person whom treat me as a boyfriend, u are always around when i needed u, u are always hear i cry, u always find out what im hiding, so now im sticking to you, no more playing around, im gonna delete every single number who is girls and not contacting with them, i lost the game, u won, and now im sticking to you, AND URE THE ONLY PERSON WHO SCOLDED ME WHEN I FLIRT AROUND! U teach me what is right and what is wrong, im sorry, its just me, but im gonna leave the old me, and start over, no more my playboy! Just a normal guy who will love u till the very end, im sorry for everything i did, and i know u cant forgive me, but all i want now is another chance from u to have me back, and to show u that im gonna be the best boyfriend/husband that u ever had in your life! And i hope my wish was granted! I cant stand seeing u with that guy, it hurts me see u with him, no one is perfect, even ure not! But u are in other ways, and i don’t mind… Just that i want is aslong that u can love me, i will love you too… Hope u will read this, and understand my feeling now towards u, i love you… 09062011
Happy bday my bacen girl! Well im 18! And i love it, too bad ure only 17, hehehek! Maseh underage! Hahaha! Kecian bacen! Well, just wanna wish u happy bday, i know alot has gone thru, most of all of the hurts is all bcuz of me, im sorry bacen! Imma bad guy, well what to do? Da gatal, truz gatal la dgn ppn lain, girls if gatal aslo drg gatal, cume nak tknk aje, so well now, im trying my best to change myself, i cant take it no more, i had enough already! I just wanna love u like how i love you before, thats my target now, but i cant reached that if u dun accept me bck! I need u bacen! Hmm, well, lets just see how our relationship goes okie! I want it to go high! And not loww……
To all that ben fans out there, HE SUCK TO THE CORE!!!